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slowtoanger ([personal profile] slowtoanger) wrote in [community profile] amrev_intrigues2022-05-26 12:18 am

Private Storyline 9

Three days after their liaison in the woods, Timothy Edwards visits camp. He comes with some excuse--ministering to the men, and as famous as he is, he is not turned away. Of course, he must be there to see Burr. To seek him out after months of letters not adequately returned. And the winter location of the army is no secret.

He is given quarter nearby, and he makes sure to rub elbows with the officers, inserting himself into affairs in a manner that must, to anyone else, seem unobtrusive. But Burr knows him too well to read it as anything else--elbowing in, showing Aaron that he isn't free, even here. Not much time to be alone with him, with all the work, and little Theo, but he finds the time.

When Hamilton must leave for a meeting just before breakfast, and Burr is rocking Theo to sleep, he slips into their chamber. Burr thinks at first he is Laurens, so does not rise, until the voice startles him.

"You would think I were a stranger," Edwards says, smiling. Burr jumps. Theo startles, crying. "For all my nephew greets me. Do I not have leave to meet my granddaughter, whom I have read so much about?"

"Of course not uncle," Burr says, but he makes no move to hand her over, fussing at her as she cries. "It is just that I am terribly busy here, and I was not sure you would want to see her."

"Why ever wouldn't I? It is the Christian thing to do, is it not?" follows Burr about the room until he is cornered, and Burr can do nothing but hold Theo close and Edwards pulls at the blanket, gazes at her scrunched face. "I should say she looks like her father, but I understand there is some confusion regarding the matter."

"Uncle--" Burr protests, face hot. "There is no confusion, I--" swallows, stops. Feels like a child, so quickly. "You read about the affair from Paine's pen, did you not? It was all true, what he wrote."

"Mr. Paine has the habit of exaggerating, as we both know. Don't play dumb, boy. He would worship America sooner than god, and would hide sin in the interest of patriotism. I raised you better." A little hiss, leaning in close, and Burr turns, shielding Theo around the curve of his shoulder.

"What's done is done. I am married now--does that not please you?"

"No, I am not pleased by you parading this matter, our family's shame, in front of everyone to satisfy your petty pride. I shall not hold the girl accountable, as she is a victim in this, but you have shown yourself to lack any shred of common sense or decency."

"So what? Is that why you've come, to take me away?" A little mocking laugh, and Edwards' face darkens. He won't hit Burr here, with a child. But if he did it would be no large matter. He would be within his rights to.

"An Omega at war," he scoffs. "It was my fault really. To let you come here with no way to defend yourself against lust and greed."

"You have no say in the matter. I am my own man, and I have a family, and you would do your best to put us from your mind."

"We cannot all dismiss notions of duty. I took you on as my charge, raised you at great cost to myself, when I had already so many children to look after. Educated you, when others would not have, clothed you. Allowed you to range outside the home, when clearly I should not have. Why do you take pleasure in hurting our family? Have we not done enough for you?"

Theo lets out another wail, louder this time. Burr cannot slip around Edwards as he grows louder, and his heart is pounding, as he shrinks into the corner. Always so small, then and now. And if Edwards did decide to punish Aaron, one of the old beatings, that left him sore and blackened for days, he would not be able to protect Theo.

Edwards raises a hand, and Burr flinches back hard, knocks his head on the wall and nearly goes tumbling. Edwards grabs his arm, wrenches him back up, forward, enough that his muscles burn.

"Keep your feet, boy. They have no use for cowards in war."
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[personal profile] non_stop 2022-05-26 09:58 pm (UTC)(link)
"Aaron?" Hamilton steps inside, at this point, drawn by Theodosia's thready cries. "I heard Theo--" And he stops.

He is across the little cabin in an instant, with no memory of having traversed the intervening space. Growl rising in his throat, he shoulders Edwards aside, almost, almost committing outright battery.

"Explain yourself." Narrowed eyes, not yielding any space, any ground. He interposes himself between Edwards and Burr. Edwards can maintain his grip, around Hamilton, but if he does, Hamilton is an instant's provocation away from violence.
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[personal profile] non_stop 2022-05-26 10:38 pm (UTC)(link)
"Oh, the ceremony itself?" asks Hamilton, innocently. "Yes, the marriage license came back early, from the Governor of New Jersey himself -- he is a personal friend of mine, and had taken special care with it. It arrived quite unexpectedly." His tone drops a few degrees. "After five months of engagement."

He watches as Edwards leaves.

Theo is crying; he holds out his arms for her, and Burr (reluctantly, Hamilton thinks) passes her over. Hamilton still doesn't have fantastic control of his scent, and he's starting to think he never will, but he's got one down cold: the tender protectiveness that he uses to soothe her to sleep. He does that now, tucking her little body against his chest. "Hush, hush; I'm here, love."

He perches down on the edge of the bunked cot.

"Should I ask General Washington to make him unwelcome?" he asks, after a moment, not sure what else to say. Feeling tender and protective towards Burr, too, and worried, and angry.
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[personal profile] non_stop 2022-05-27 01:22 am (UTC)(link)
"Was I not playing nice?" he asks, innocently, again. "I thought he must have referred to the ceremony itself, given that our engagement was -- well, short, but not so short as some. It isn't as though we rushed to it to hide something."

He doesn't want to start a fight, but the thought that Burr might lie to him makes his stomach sink.

He almost, almost lets Burr get away with it.

"If he didn't do anything wrong," says Hamilton, "why was Theo screaming when I got here?"
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[personal profile] non_stop 2022-05-27 02:35 am (UTC)(link)
"Of course."

There's something his husband isn't telling him.

He settles Theo into Burr's arms. "Where she belongs." He kisses Burr's forehead. He lets his protectiveness of Burr, too, flood the air.

"She can tell, you know," he says. "When you're frightened." He moves to his feet. "I wish you would tell me your worries." A bit of shame, then, because he realizes he kept his from Burr for weeks.

"Oh, I had a thought," he says, turning back, before he leaves. "One of the chains for the guns broke yesterday -- I took a few links of it. Metal may be kept outside in the snow and might help numb her as she breaks her teeth. Would that be better than wood?"
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[personal profile] non_stop 2022-05-27 03:03 am (UTC)(link)
Edwards is just as determined to catch Burr alone as Hamilton is to never leave Burr alone. He enlists Laurens in it, too, and Laurens interrupts Edwards and Burr twice, both times pretending at cheerful obliviousness.

It's Laurens who raises the spectre of kidnapping.

"It makes sense," says Laurens. "It wouldn't be so strange to send her away to be raised by a close family member, and, well, he's the obvious one. If he could convince Aaron, then he could justify ignoring your recommendation. And if he couldn't convince Aaron, he might think he could charge him with hysteria, being a poor mother, taking an infant into a war zone..."

And so Hamilton has to adjust his tactics. Laurens, to keep an eye on Burr. Hamilton, to ensure that Theodosia doesn't leave his sight. She's much too young to be left alone, anyhow, except when she's napping, and Hamilton neatly stops that practice, though it disrupts everyone's sleep.

Tries to support Burr in what ways he can. "Ah, that explains it," says Hamilton, to the story -- "Why being a captain suits him so well, that is."
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[personal profile] non_stop 2022-05-27 12:11 pm (UTC)(link)
A kick is not what happens.

The shouting attracts both Hamilton and the two soldiers assigned to guard Washington against assassination attempts. Hamilton takes one look at the scene and shoves Theodosia at one of the two guards (the one he likes better) and is across the room faster than one of his size should be able to go. He gets there before Washington, even.

Edwards jerks up short, as Hamilton has grasped him by the back of his jacket. He lifts Edwards bodily off the ground and throws him into one of the other desks, his instinctive desire to defend his mate lending him strength beyond ordinary means.

Before Edwards and the table hit the ground, Hamilton is on Burr. He doesn't even think about it; he can see Washington's notoriously thunderous temper is triggered, and sometime in these intervening months, with Washington accepting Burr and Hamilton as who they are, accepting their connection, accepting their child, they have become a bit of a family in truth, not just in the sense of a general and his aides. Washington will protect them. Especially against a man who dares batter one of his aides right in front of the general's face.

"Love, Aaron," and he is frantic, "are you all right?"
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[personal profile] non_stop 2022-05-27 10:57 pm (UTC)(link)
Edwards comes up against Washington, who has planted himself like a wall in between the enraged preacher and the young couple.

"Sir!" snaps Washington. "You have been asked to leave. It has been suggested you leave. And now, I insist upon your removal."

This whole thing is boggling Hamilton. "His property?" He surges to his feet, and nearly clotheslines himself on Washington's outstretched arm. "He's my husband!"
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[personal profile] non_stop 2022-05-27 11:31 pm (UTC)(link)
"Should I leave him, his own independent wealth will sustain him far better than you." The his in this case clearly refers to Burr, because Hamilton hasn't given up his insistence that Montgomery Place belongs to Burr -- Hamilton is merely to manage it so long as he is alive, with a fiduciary duty to preserve it for Burr's descendants, and Theodosia especially.

Hamilton is satisfied with that parting shot -- it must be that Edwards is after that estate, or Theodosia, and he will have neither of them.

Theodosia lets out a scream, and starts to wail and kick as Edwards goes. Hamilton scoops her out of the guard's arms, and kneels next to Burr.

It isn't as bad as he thought. A scrape, and bruise, and it bleeds the way most wounds on the head bleed. "How dare he." -- through gritted teeth.
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[personal profile] non_stop 2022-05-28 03:11 am (UTC)(link)
"If it was worse for you, it would have been worse for him." He makes it sound simple: an exchange. It isn't simple, obviously.

He almost hands Theodosia to Burr regardless of the state of his hands. He needs her. She needs him.

"At least that's what he tells himself," says Hamilton, "and what he tells everyone else. You don't have to defend him. Here," and he settles Theodosia carefully in Burr's arms.

"Son," says Washington, "might want to take your mate to the medic."

"Yes, sir," says Hamilton. He moves to his feet. "Thank you, sir." He means terribly much by it; he squares his shoulders and looks up, to Washington's towering form. The angry mood hasn't vanished, still leaves impressions around jaw and brow.

"The Reverend Edwards had no standing," Washington tells him. "Legal or ethical." He claps Hamilton on the shoulder.
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[personal profile] non_stop 2022-05-28 04:36 am (UTC)(link)
Actually, he likes that better. His mate, his child (Theodosia is his, in a truer sense than blood) in a safe place, surrounded by walls, out of reach of any and all outside influence. By the time they get there, he is herding them more than Burr pulling him.

When they're inside, Hamilton nudges Burr onto the bed, and starts to build a fire. Twigs, leaves, and flint's sharp sparks.

"My mother's husband was that kind of man."

He does not elaborate. The flame catches, and he feeds it, small curl of smoke taken into the mud-brick chimney. There isn't much wood, and so they can't keep the fire going while they aren't inside here, meaning that the air is barely less frigid than the outside. The walls protect from the wind's chill, more than anything else -- and sometimes not even that.

This is enough justification for a fire. He uses one of the too-small stack of logs, and then another, slow-burning, setting them in parallel. Soon, the fire crackles and snaps.

He covers one of Theo's cleaned rags in snow, and ducks back in to melt it over the little fire. Water thus obtained, he perches next to Burr, and wipes at the stray smears of blood. Burr is right, of course -- he wants to fuss.
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[personal profile] non_stop 2022-05-28 07:38 pm (UTC)(link)
"When my mother died, he took everything and sold it," Hamilton tells him. "He hardly laid a glance on me."

He follows the touch of the rag with a tender kiss, as though he could heal the wounds by affectionate sentiment alone. Theodosia, oblivious to the complexities of the sentiment woven between her two parents, has settled again, giggling and kicking her legs as she is bounced.

"He hurt her, though, before she fled." And after, humiliating her. "Would snow help, to draw off the heat of the wound?"
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[personal profile] non_stop 2022-05-28 07:56 pm (UTC)(link)
"Of course there is. You won't fuss over yourself; it falls to me." He disentangles himself from his veritable octopus of a husband, who seems to have attached himself to Hamilton with more limbs than he should rightly possess. He moves to the pile of rags, and takes another, which he makes into a little bundle of compact snow, outside.

When he returns, he shakes out a blanket, as well, and drapes it over Burr's legs, tucking himself underneath it as well, budging him over on the little bed. It's hardly more than a frame, a few ropes, and a canvas sack of straw, some of which always seems to be poking through and prickling. Yet, it's been their marriage-bed since they entered winter quarters, and it is larger than the first bed they shared, which was never meant for more than one.

"I'm at a loss to know what to do about him," says Hamilton. "Has he always treated you so?"
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[personal profile] non_stop 2022-05-28 08:29 pm (UTC)(link)
Hamilton sighs. He knows full well there is no being rid of these men until they are fully gone. Burr's naivete strikes again.

"Love," says Hamilton, "dear, darling, you have a mind of surpassing quality, and why you, at times, fail entirely to engage it is beyond me." It is a little exasperated, though terribly fond. "He has been humiliated in front of two guards, the commander of the Continental forces, someone he believes to belong to him, and a bastard whoreson -- his object has not been attained -- and he must leave with his tail tucked, when he expected to resume his control over you. Have there been similar incidents before? What did he do then?"

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